Day 4 or is it 2?

Well yesterday I did alright. Despite the fact that I was starving all damn day, I sort of managed to eat somewhat decently. I did have to cheat a little when I made a very healthy turkey sandwich (with no cheese!) and put a very thin layer of mayo on my it because you know, without it it would be too dry. And the mountain of avocado I slathered on wasn't an issue either, because hey, avocado is a good fat right? The strange thing was, that after eating the sandwich which was rather big once I layered on the tomatoes and lettuce, I was hungry again not an hour later. WTF?! Why? How does that make sense? What was even stranger, was that I had eaten several diet friendly snacks before the sandwich consumption, so technically I should have been stuffed right? Not the case. When I got home from work at 3:00, I was starving again. So I ate a bowl of cereal (fruity cheerios which are flavored with 25% fruit juice, so not really eating sugar). I then took a nap for about 1.5 hours and when I woke up? You guessed it. Hungry again. At this point I snacked on Triscuts because, besides liking them, according to the box they are heart healthy, have whole grain and fiber, and do not contain cholesterol. All good things. How the chunk of Brie cheese wound up in my mouth with the crackers, I will never know. At least there wasn't a repeat performance. For dinner I was also good, when I made myself a huge salad, topped with thousand island dressing (only dressing I own), but I hardly put any on, and the veggies and lettuce more than make up for a little indiscretion like that right? As a reward, I had 3 ravoli's and 4 bites of Kung Pao tofu, which happened to be fried, but that isn't my fault as I didn't know that before it was ordered. (yes it was leftover night). Approximately 1.5 hours later I was hungry! Again. Once again I had cereal, which brought my cereal consumption for the day up to 3 bowls. Hmm. Might need to find a better snack. Needless to say I fought long and hard with myself with alternate musings of screw this friggin diet and whether or not it would be cheating if I just had a tiny bite of the chocolate cake that happens to be residing in my fridge.

In the end I didn't eat the cake, and went to bed hungry, but hey It was worth cause when I weighed myself this morning, I hadn't lost any weight!!